Have you ever had moments in your life where…you went through something crazy that you barely like to recall? You spend years pondering over the “whys” only to find out why, later and suddenly, everything makes sense to you. Am I the only one?

Maybe I’m being somewhat confusing to you, so let me try it again….(and this scenario is extremely hypothetical)

Let’s say that, growing up, you had a family member (male or female…doesn’t matter for the sake of this story) who always came around. You wondered why they were always somewhere close by you. You and your family could move to another state and this family member would be around. They weren’t there to mooch freeload but they were always just…there. You never understood, never really questioned it. And then one day, you find out that this family member that was always around was actually one of your REAL parents. You know that “ah-haaa” feeling you’d have?

That’s the feeling I’m trying to convey now.

I TRY (operative word) not to judge people b/c I have been places and done things that I’m not quite sure God is really going to forgive me for. After experiencing many of those things, I try not to stand in judgment of others b/c a lot of times, there IS a logical explanation for certain behaviors. You might not understand it at that moment. To be honest, you may NEVER get it. But every once in a while, you’ll hear or see something that makes you gain an understanding…and everything suddenly makes sense.

This is how I feel right now.