…certified.
I don’t think that it’s something to brag about but it is what it is. Although I recognize that this may not be considered an endearing quality to the masses, being a bitch is sometimes necessary. There are people in life who purposely try you just to see how far they can push before you give. And I am starting to believe that there are some people out there who purposely push my buttons just to get cursed the fuck out.
So today, I am going to stop. I’m going to ignore the shit talkers, the backstabbers, the REAL haters (b/c correcting your spelling on a shitty magazine cover doesn’t qualify as hating at all), the liars, the story creators…all that.
The bottom line is…I have things going on. A lot. Just because I choose not to disclose my blessings doesn’t mean that they don’t exist. I am in the process of trying to establish certain relationships with certain people, so the last thing I need is the label of a girl that will go HAM on your ass if you get out of line. Make no mistakes…I still won’t be disrespected. But arguing with these idiots on the internet doesn’t make me any money. Aww, my sexy boo, Lisa Wu said it too…if it doesn’t make me money, I don’t do it.
Some people crave attention and because I find breaking some of these fools down to be quite hilarious, I tend to cave and give it to them. But no more…real talk. I promised someone via email that I would control my tongue and continue pressing on. Tonight, I broke that promise. I was then reminded via message of a dream that I had around the time when I first started my blog and that person reminded me of that dream…a nice reminder to keep doing me, ya know?
So it ends here, bitches. The internet is suppose to be a hobby for me…why waste it on those that are considered minuscule in the grand scheme of things?
j.
COMMENTS
Hey Jia, be you and do you… if people got a prob. with that it’s their problem. I might be wrong cause I don’t KNOW YOU know you, but you seem like all is cool w/ you as long as the other party keeps it cool. Once it gets into something else, you get disrespectful- that’s normal. People try to make other people feel bad about that, either A) because they don’t have the balls to be that way themselves or B) they do the same shit but see it differently when they’re on the outside of the situation.
In the timeless words of Bernie Mac on what was an otherwise forgettable movie… “be yourself. if people don’t like you when you bein’ yourself- FUCK ‘EM!”
-D!
SincerelyGo:Good Luck on that one! I still have an ex-roomie(blogger) trying to push my buttons via the “innanet” and text messages! I just be wanting to go the fuck off and then the world will know what’s up! But since I know that’s what everyone is expecting I try not to feed into there crap,her foolishness or any other bloggers that try to beef up the situation.
I realize that in my Bitchiness I walk around with a permanent “fuck you” look on my face! I wish I could change but I can’t! It’s like everytime I try to smile and be nice people make me take it there *sighs*!!
If you succeed in this please blog about the method to the maddness for me!
Sincerely,
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