One of the most beneficial traits that I possess as a Cancer is my observant behavior. When I was young(er), I was considered weird for sitting in the cut and scoping people out before I agreed to deal with them. And now that I’m older, there are people who have to learn hard but fast lessons on WHY it’s good to be this way.

With me, what you see is what you get. There’s no way that I could have two sides to me like a Gemini. I’ve very upfront, I don’t hold back, I say/do things that others may find somewhat offensive but at the end of the day, I stick by who I am. There are no questions. Yes indeed, people may not LIKE that person but again, WYSIWYG (what you see is what you get).

This is why I could never wrap my mind around those who feign realness…or those that feign modesty…or ANYTHING for that matter when the truth is, they’re only a copy of what someone else already is but without that pinch of boldness. *sigh, I’m annoyed with myself because I KNOW what it is that I’m trying to say but the words aren’t quite making their way to this blog as I’d like them to.

Let me start over (I probably could’ve erased the rest, huh? haha)…I am not a ‘personality.’ I am not something that I created in effort to gain popularity, to overcome shyness, to be loved or understood…I’m me. This would include a person that some won’t care for, a hoochie, a loud mouth, an opinionated bitch, etc., etc., etc. But at the end of the day, you’ll never be able to say that you didn’t know my angle b/c I spent time faking it out. What you see is EXACTLY what you get. To be continued…