…and for some reason, today is mine.
By nature, I am a moody person and admittedly can be difficult to deal with because of said moods. But this has less to do with my whimsical mood swings and more to do with questioning “What’s the point?” I don’t even know why I’m bothering to blog about this b/c it’ll only be fodder for the next episode of “lets-attack-Jia-just-because.” But whatever…I’m human and entitled to feel however I want (even if it’s not necessarily wanted).
I dunno…I just feel that I am doing the absolute most for NO reason. Maybe it has more to do with the fact that I lack as much patience as I’d like to have OR I’m sick of running into the same walls. No matter what the cause, color me annoyed, frustrated, upset, unmotivated, bored, helpless and make it two rounds of ‘all the above’ cuz it’s just not a good one for me.
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COMMENTS
i’m right there with ya. i kept thinking somethings got to give. i keep a upbeat attitude but it’s all i can do from crawling up in a ball and crying in the corner. i see true assholes winning and i’m like i must be playing the game wrong.
Imani Sankofa:I think how you feel today is common to most people. From time to time, I too, find myself out of balance. When that happens, I put life on pause. Then I evaluate and analyze the situation. I either make the necessary changes or make no changes at all and just charge my emotions to the game. The good thing about it all is that tomorrow is a new day filled with new opportunities to do things differently. Things will get better. Hang in there. ((Hugs))
Kitch:The great thing about shitty days is that they are only 24 hours…
SIMM2:There has to be a little rain in our lives in order for us to appreciate the sunshine. Just make sure those walls aren’t coming from traveling on the same road over and over again.
tymw:trust me jia we all right there. i found myself driving home from work crying listening to tupac “changes” just balling while driving only to come home cry at different thoughts. alot of them dealing with our society…but i realize if not for days like this our happy days would be taken 4 granted. much luv sis.