Death of 13: Day Five
Alright…
For breakfast, I had baked fish, eggs with spinach, tomatoes and onions. Juice. It was good. Eating fish for breakfast is a southern thing, so don’t judge.
I have a pretty bad habit of ‘forgetting’ to eat. You wouldn’t be able to tell if you saw these wide ass hips. But for dinner, I had Japanese food…shrimp, chicken, broccoli, mushrooms, carrots and brown rice. Water.
I only did a video today. I was suppose to go running with my mom but her ass got MIA! Ha! We’re gonna go work out together tomorrow.
I hope you guys have a fantabulous weekend! Keep it funky!
Death of 13: Day Fo’
Took another class today and I swear it kicked my ass. I love getting all sweaty and stanky b/c it makes me feel like I’m doing something. Definitely gonna take it up a notch next week. We had a guy in the class today…about 40 something. During the ‘ab work’ portion, I was facing the mirror but dude was facing me. I wanted to yell, “Fool, if you don’t face those nuts in another direction…dang.” He had on some uber teeny shorts. I did NOT need to see all that *shivers*.
Well that’s about it. I’m gonna try to get tomorrow’s blogging done early b/c I have to go to a class in the morning before work (that’s IF I go to work). *sings* Somebody gettin’ fired! HA!
j.
PS: I’m about to bake some fish and have corn and tomatoes with it. I’m going grocery shopping tomorrow b/c I think I’m going to start having smoothies in the morning (since I usually don’t make time for much else). How was you guys’ day?
Death of 13: Day III
Just got in from the gym. Today was interesting b/c my ass is cramping like whoa. I was in a shit mood when my mother and I met up for the gym. She said “What’s wrong with you, all frowned up and looking mad?” I told her nothing and she goes “Wait a minute…*counts on her fingers…YES, fingers* It’s your period. Let me leave you alone.” LMAO! Blah…
Anyway I took another class today. I’m sure that many of you wonder why I don’t just go at it solo but one thing I’ve found in the past is that classes keep my attention. If I go to the gym and ONLY get on the treadmill or elliptical (even with my bangin’ ass iPod), I’m liable to get bored and quit all together. Now, next week, I am going to incorporate more stuff but for now, the classes work. I’m not bored, I’m not doing the same things for an hours length of time and…hell it just works.
One thing I’ve got to remember to do is eat breakfast. I’m not a huge breakfast eater b/c by the time I get my usual day up and going, its afternoon and breakfast options are over (at least at fast food places haha cuz I sho’ ain’t cooking). I had chinese food today…shrimp and veggies (plus rice…the bad thing, right?). Tonight, I’m baking the fish that I was suppose to bake days ago. I’ll probably have a big salad and fruit with it. Water…
So tomorrow’s day four. How was your workout, gang?
Yea, I’m Sure
I think that when a person makes the decision to let go of someone 100%, it oftentimes can be a tough one but the best decision that they could ever make.
Right now, I’m not in love with anyone…not dating or even screwing anybody (I PROMISE). However, there is this one guy who I dated for a wee bit, we had a situation transpire where he showed his ass a little more than even “I” am use to and I let it go. In spite of the good times that we had in the past, I felt that this situation called for a “forever dismissal.” Incidentally, I had a very personal situation pop off and I guess (being the vulture that he is) he decided to pop back in and check on me…make sure I was okay. This pretty much got the wheels in both of our heads a’turning and we thought “Hey…maybe some things are meant to be.” I stayed low key on dude b/c I am really trying to grow my blog but his repeated offenses in the past made me a little cautious about trusting whether or not the situation was indeed a good look.
He QUICKLY showed his ass and I finally told him…
You know what…as much as I’m sure you’d like me to participate in your rat race again, I’m gonna throw in the towel and let you walk this one out yourself. You haven’t changed. Shits still the same. And quite frankly, you and I would be a step back with all considered. But you take care of yourself, okay?
Do you know this janky SOB says…
Are you sure about that one?
Without hesitation I respond with…
Yea, I’m sure. Absolutely.
Remember…a person is your EX for a reason. Don’t give them the opportunity to ‘sneak’ back in. Vultures prey on vulnerability like a carcass on the highway. It’s up to YOU whether or not you’ll be devoured.
j.
Death of 13: Day II
So today was day II! I felt myself pushing to make sure that I went on to the class b/c I was tired…and then I got frustrated by something one of my family members said. Initially, I was like “I am not going to class. I’m just gonna sit here, pissed off and go tomorrow.” But then I thought…what better way to relieve some of that pissyness than to go and sweat it out? And that I did.
Death of 13 (or maybe I’ll call it Death of Double Digits) is basically me saying that I am putting an END to being a size 13/14. My hips are too fucking wide. It’s ridiculous! I’ve said before that I’d like to be a size 7/8. Weight doesn’t matter. For me, the # does. So that’s what I’m gonna push for. I took a class today called Cardio Plus (or something to that effect) and WHY did my instructor look just like Khia? Oh, and she was tatted up like that bitch too. At the end of the class, I wanted to ask her something but she was already on her celly, blabbing about sh*t not relevant to working out. Blah…
Well, tomorrow is day three. I sincerely hope that I keep it up. It gets hard sometimes but I’ll do it! How was your work out today? Any accomplishments? Minor set backs?
PS: Yes..the picture above is of my dinner. Got salmon and broccoli from Ruby Tuesdays and sweet Jesus, it was so good! POW!
j.
So Day One is Over…
And there are a couple things I’ve realized.
1. Eating right has been so far off my radar that doing it felt weird.
2. I didn’t eat nearly enough calories today.
3. I check for peens, even when I’m working out and
4. I am an out of shape bitch.
I took a class today with my mom and man…within about 10 minutes of being IN the class, I was sweating like Trey Songz & I had just finished a session. Ridiculous. But I hung in that bitch though.
Earlier in the day, I had about a half a cup of blueberries (forgot how nasty those were so won’t do that again) and some milk. For lunch, I had sushi (shrimp) and water. And I’m just now sitting down to dinner and am having baked chicken, cabbage (SOOO Yummy) and some tomato pie thing my mom made. Only reason I’m eating that is b/c for one, I love tomatoes and two, I didn’t get enough calories today so I’m trying to fill them in a little. I will do better tomorrow and put myself on a schedule. My mom thinks she’s coming to get a bitch so we can go work out at 5:45am but watch how I leave her standing outside looking crazy. I am going to work out tomorrow…not sure which class.
Anyway, Day one is officially over. Many more to go! I’ll post pics soon too. I love my shape…just need to tone it up!
What did you guys do today (those of you who worked out)?
j.