goodness
when i’m irritated…
…I blog.
-First, I am really excited about the progress of my blog, www.missjia.com. It is doing REALLY well and it seems that the efforts that I put behind it are finally paying off! YAY! Crunk for Jesus, I am!
-I really wish my girl at Completely MissUnderstood would start blogging more. I miss her blogs.
-With every positive, there comes a negative (ha…I couldn’t be more literal if I tried). But I’m not out….just a little down.
-If you want to piss me off, please tell me how to handle my feelings. I won’t waste my time, energy or blog space on anybody else who irks me so…I’ll just leave the rest of this shit random.
-raise your hand if you get a cold in the dead of summer?
-I really should’ve used today to work on my other website but…I’ll do it when I’m off this coming week.
-I spent the better half of my day (after a docs appointment…on a Saturday, blah) looking for an old friend. She and I grew up together…and let’s just say that she’s not doing too well. I won’t put all of her business out there just in case folks from my old stomping ground happen to chance upon my blog but what I WILL say is that I DO believe in the power of prayer and I most definitely believe in the ability to change. Although I am not a completed project, I do feel like an example. I won’t stop until I make her one as well…
-new dude = positive
-headache right now…blah.
-people should really spend more time evaluating the things they say and how they handle certain situations. When your own words come back to bite you in the ass, who you gon’be mad at?
-umm…ask me about the 1st week in August if I will be going back to the A.
and that’s about it. I am thinking about posting pics of my bedroom set that I got (out with the old, eh). I’m crunk about it b/c I eyeballed it at this place in Atlanta called Sofa Express..and then it went out of business. I just happened to be in this furniture store in south Charlotte, saw the same one, worked my magic and bam poom plow! I got it! King sized beds definitely change the way you think about sleep! 
Well, all…I hope you’re doing okay. Just wanted to add that no matter how rough your road may get, things do manage to work themselves out. I know it sounds cliche b/c the truth is SOMETIMES, we’re not ready to accept the way things happen to piece together. But it’s up to you whether you roll with the punches or let the punches roll on you. Get rid of folks who disrespect your purpose, undermind your intentions or make you feel < than b/c of their own insecurities. Do you have time for that shit? I know I dont. Fuck bitches....
Love you guys and thanks for sticking it out!
j-burger lol
Some Thoughts Just Cuz
Well, it’s 4:07 am and instead of being in dreamland, I am up…just finishing up some posts for the blog. I don’t want anyone to think that I’m complaining but blogging really IS hard work. I haven’t watched any of the subscriptions on my Youtube channel in at least a month and half…no blog TV, nothing. To say that I’m tired would be an understatement. I REALLY am ridiculously tired.
Been a little nervous these past couple days. I’ve noticed that the heart condition that I had some issues with a couple years ago seems to have resurfaced. No bueno. Seriously. Maybe it’s b/c I have a lot of time where I’m sitting with no TV, no music…and just *click click clicking* away on my keyboard. Maybe it’s stress. Either or, I’m not taking any risks b/c putting it off last time cost me over $4k. I pass. Seriously…
If it’s not one thing, it’s another….
Have any of you ever been in a situation where you knew that a person just wasn’t quite right but you still KINDA wanted to give them the benefit of the doubt b/c you can sort of relate? I will probably explain more a little later but I guess I have to keep reminding myself of the reason WHY this person receives the permanent side eye from me.
Tomorrow? Finally off work. I have a to do list but…someone is cooking dinner for me and then we’re having movie night. Uh, he said his spaghetti is to die for…we’ll see. I’ll just be happy to relax.
Still thinking about Michael and can’t believe he’s gone. My children will know about his greatness. Believe it.
head hurts. bad.
Nite.
the best. period.
Message in MY Inbox
While doing updates on my website, www.projectnewera.com, this is one of the emails that I received, dated June 8th, 2009.
May I ask who is the owner and/or facilitator of projectnewera.com? I’m inquiring in that I find it very distasteful & unprofessional that you would post a picture of Gia who is an actively working pornstar on your website. She is in the picture on the top right hand side of the site right up under where it says “Subscribe to PNE” & right under where is says “Mission”. With the type of positive & informative information that your site promotes & shares, I vehemently think & strongly believe it would behoove you to do yourself a major favor & change your postergirl!
Of course I responded. But probably not in the way he would’ve expected me to.
First off, how do you go about dissing me on my own shit? Did it not occur to this idiotic pissant that the reason “MY” picture is posted on www.projectnewera.com is b/c I pay for and RUN the site? Really?
Second, if this mufucka follows me closely enough to know my damn government, could he have not at least checked the spelling on that bitch? Why do I have to constantly tell people that I am Jia with a “J” and not a “G?” Why do I even have to say it, considering that it’s all over Youtube, on my entertainment blog and even HERE! WTF?
I just wanted to share this email with you guys b/c you know…emails like this only fuel my desire to continue doing my thing (and what or whomever else I want to do). People have got to stop boxing folks and thinking that they’re ONLY good for one thing. This was WELL over three years ago that I participated in that industry and while I don’t expect people to FORGET, I don’t expect that folks ‘hate’ b/c I have made very POSITIVE changes in my life without even THINKING of going back!
LMAO! Share in my chuckle, will you guys? Gotta love it!
PS: I guess I’ll let him get a little shine, since that’s obviously what he wanted. Go ahead an email Marquis Houston at chunkiv2009@yahoo.com and remind him that while God don’t like ugly, he can still die slow for all I give-a damn! POW!
Remember, folks…you can’t ‘blast’ me for shit I’ve already blasted myself about. Buy a life instead of worrying about mine!
What’s Goody!?
What’s the business, guys & gals?
I swear, things are going crazy on my end of the world. I am trying to prepare for some car shopping, making sure I stay abreast of all things relevant to www.missjia.com, trying to get on a schedule so that I can also maintain www.projectnewera.com. I started that site with a purpose and I don’t want to neglect it for a blog that, technically, is already being done.
I am doing updates to PNE right now so make sure you stay tuned for that. Also, I was hanging out with a friend last night. We went to Red Lobster, had some food and drinks and she gave me an idea for a new website! It’ll also be a blog but not really one that I maintain but YOU will. Of course, I’ll be responsible for ensuring that the posts get posted but all in all, it’ll be up to the readers to really make the site happen! Stay tuned for that, launch date to be announced.
I had to drop down to one course for this five weeks. Seriously, I can’t work a 10 hour a day job, PLUS try to promote/run a (soon to be) successful blog, and take a million classes too. Folks not too happy with me about dropping down to one class but it had to be done…at least until I can really get it together enough to have everything on a good schedule.
Other than that, nathan. I am due to be back in ATL any day now but I’ve actually grown to love being around my family more. I know it sounds lame but I didn’t really get to see my parents or siblings when I was in Atlanta….I was either always working OR just couldn’t get away for some other reason. Maybe I’ll stay in Charlotte…who knows?
Uh, been kicking it kinda hardcore with a guy that I’ll call ND (new dude…). He’s aight so far, but we’ll see how it goes. Don’t expect me to talk about him that much b/c usually when I am feeling someone, I leave them out of my ‘entertaining’ blog world.
I hope you guys are ok? Comment me and let me know what’s new/good with you! Thanks for stopping by and again, I PROMISE I will keep this blog up! *pinky swears*